Tuesday, July 26, 2011


My heart beat like the wings of a hummingbird. Was this going to be a never ending story? I heard a motorcycle pull up. Dominic! I pulled myself up and struggled to get to the bathroom. My bedrooom door slammed open and my mother threw herself at me. "Get the fuck in the bathroom and fix yourself cleaned up damn bitch! Dont you know better?" She yelled into my ear. She grabbed a chunk of my hair and dragged me the rest of the way to the bathroom.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Inside Out

My chest spasmed as I sucked in breathe after breathe. I slouched down to the ground, my bedroom door pressed firmly against my back, and snatched my knees to my chest. Why did always happen? Is this going to be a never ending story? I glanced aorund my room. What I saw wasn't very comforting. Only my bed and a couple boxes scribled with my name. Lorelei. Today being only our second day in this house, the drama had already reared its ugly little head. As I looked around I felt my hair being slightly tugged. My hand trembled as I gently touched my cheek. A sort of fire erupted across my face. I quickly but carefully loosened my hair from the bleeding wound. This time wasn't as bad as it has been. About three months ago I spent two weeks in the hospital. Three fractured ribs and a broken wrist. Mom had been getting steadily worse for about five months. Five months ago marked one year since my dad had been gone.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Good News

I just wanted everybody to know that my burn has since healed so I am currently typing with both hands:)
As of right now I am trying to get the money back that I am owed. Because I want to go see Harry Potter in theaters but have no money since SHE wont pay me back. Yea you know who you are!

Kind of tired but ready for a workout. My dog kept me up till 3 in the morning whining at my door to be let in. But she would only jump on my bed and fall asleep like its hers so I left the door shut. I got up a few times to tell her to shut the hell up but it was to no prevail. So eventually I fell asleep.
Im going to go because my hands are shaking.

Monday, July 11, 2011


So I know I havent really been posting but pictures lately. Right of the bat im going to mention how hard it is to type right now. With one hand. And not even the good one! I have to use my left hand. So this post will more than likely take longer than usual.
I um.....was hungry about an hour ago. And we really need to pay a visit to the grocery store. So I just threw together some things I found in my kitchen. After I ate the stale fortune cookie that was hiding in the pantry:/
I got some mashed potatoes which were made on the stove and tossed some nuggets into the oven. By the way we have a glass stove.
So anyways I just took the poatoes off the stove and was standing there talking to my sister who was sitting on the bar stool. I said something to which I had to slap my hand down right? Well little o' me didn't see the light red light that warned that the stove was hot!!! Bam right on the stove that was turned off about a minute ago.
So my hand is burning and tingling and red and raw and everything else. I sprayed some burn medicine on it (which got into my mouth somehow, turning my tongue and lips numb) I should of known not to lick my hand *face palm*
Yea thats whats been up.

Oh and I've been doing Insanity. Ouch yeah, I can't really stand as of right now:(

Im full though so thats good........

I just recently got hooked on pokemon....again lmao.

My neice colored on a book that cost $40.

My friend is coming over so we can make spicy egg rolls :D need to catch up badly. Used to be her second home till we started to talk less. The best way to mend that is with FOOD.
Oh dont look at me like that.
Who doesn't love food?

Oh yeah and a really cute, tall, college guy just walked through my front door ^^ too bad he left quickly:(
My life sucks. Still cant feel my tongue. My lips are only tingling a little so yeah.

I think i need to go buy a johnny depp cup so that........nope not gonna finish that sentence.

I am still looking for a job but what kind of job fits me? I need a camera.

If there was a fire what would be the first thing that comes to mind? Or what would be the first thing that you would grab?
I have a hard time thinking about that and thinking like that. So I will leave you on that note:)

Monday, July 4, 2011

Inspiring 10


Underwater Self Portrait

The Pack

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Inspiring 7


Everything Will Be Alright



Friday, July 1, 2011

Inspiring 6

American Rockstar Series

Bird in Hand

Bombay Beach

Church, Toulouse

Thursday, June 30, 2011


I guess I can't get away with pictures for too long:)

I've been bored out of my mind for about 2 weeks. Doing nothing, except playing suduko and listening to music. Everyone has been doing they're own things. Staying in theyre rooms, taking over t.v., and more importantly bothering me when I try to be alone!

Hopefully this doesn't last too long.


Good song, good artist, and good music video. This is what I have mainly been listening to. And Lykke Li.

Im hoping to hang with my friends soon if it all goes the way I plan. Probablly wont be able to because of "safety reasons". In other words  I have to tackle the parents in order to go anywhere these days. SUCKS yes I know. But I guess im not trust worthy. Oh what? Its the other people? Oh ok

My bro is bringing me a book tomorrow to read while David is in surgery. So sick of all this. Stuck at home and stuck with little kids. Who do I talk to? Oh i know my younger sister! Right.........

Anyone want to drag me along with your wonderful plans that are actually exciting?

Starting to go stir crazy being stuck here. Guess thats why I haven't been posting. Got nothing to say. Or rather anything worth reading:)

This is so sad but I just want to go somewhere, anywhere. Even if it's to the park. I DON'T CARE WHERE!

But what do my thoughts matter anyways? No one around lately to talk to anyways. So Im going to go do what I've been doing for 2 weeks now. Nothing

Inspiring 5

Fact or Fiction




Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Inspiring 4

New York Skyline

Rooftop Battle

Stand Still

The Cost of Living

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Inspiring 3

Krishna age 4, "My parents left me here."

Lady In The Window

Merry Electric Christmas

Im More Than A Number